Lately, waking up is hard to do. Although my eyes are open, I'm tired and I feel sad. I want to just sleep the days away until I'm sleeping in your arms.
But that's wishful thinking, I know. It's not realistic, because we both know we'll never be able to hold each other the same way again.
I woke up feeling sad and nostalgic today, but as the day went by, I've come to terms with what's happened. Something better will come along. If not better, then just as well.
A girl can hope for better things to come. And even though hope can break us, I'm sure it can also save us.
It's interesting how I don't believe in God, but I trust in love. I believe that there's something or someone out there that's making sure we'll have our happy ending, sooner or later. And there's that old saying, that if two people are meant to be, they'll find their way back. We won't ever know for sure until we know. Until that day comes, I can only move on in my life.
No matter how much it hurts, I'm forced to forget the pain, because that's the way my heart works. You can only become stronger by letting yourself be weak.
