8.13.2010

oh that's cute.

Tomorrow I will be going with my darling friend Yoyo to a little place called Eatons, where we will be having ourselves a little shopping spree (at least for me). To prepare (aka save time and energy), I went to several clothing store sites like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle, LaSenza, Aerie and Forever21 to compile a list of the things I would love to buy.

These are just some of the gorgeous things I found...

the chain-mail detailing on the shoulders is especially attractive
I love loose-fitting shirts
love the drawstrings on the sleeves
I think I need a beautiful satin one-shoulder dress like this
I'm attracted to bows...
I definitely need a casual cute summer dress
love the detailing on the top
it's a tank top for working out, but the watercolour is amazing

8.11.2010

not redeemable for SCENE points!

Today I had plans with this boy named Harry to watch Dinner with Schmucks starring Steve Carrell and that other guy. Except that the movie wasn't working because the file was corrupt and they couldn't play it. So the manager let us watch a free movie and gave each of us 2 complimentary tickets that have no expiry date but are not redeemable for SCENE points.

Darn.

We watched The Other Guys instead. It was funny, but I still want to watch the other movie.

:)

Oh and I don't know if you guys look at the fish on my page, but I like to sprinkle lots of food for them and watch as they race to get it. 

8.06.2010

hello excuses.

I'm starting to really get annoyed of not having a musical family. I've been playing the Sibelius violin concerto for half a year and they still have no idea what it's called, let alone what it sounds like. My mom thought that I played it a few years ago, but she was mistaking that for the Accolay violin concerto.

I have to always hum the melodies of my pieces for them to go "ohhh yeah that one." Sometimes they still don't know.

I can't blame them for not having a musical background, but I feel like they've lost interest in what I do. I know they support me fully, but it feels like they don't care anymore.

It bugs me; although to be honest, a lot of things bug me.

8.03.2010

I think this is what love feels like

you think i'm pretty
without any makeup on
you think i'm funny
when i tell the punchline wrong
i know you get me
so i let my walls come down

before you met me
i was a wreck but things
were kinda heavy
you brought me to life
now every February
you'll be my Valentine

let's go all the way tonight
no regrets, just love
we can dance, until we die
you and i, will be young forever

you make me feel
like i'm livin' a
teenage dream
the way you turn me on
i can't sleep
let's run away and
don't ever look back

my heart stops
when you look at me
just one touch
now baby i believe
this is real
so take a chance and
don't ever look back

we drove to Cali
and got drunk on the beach
got a motel and
built a fort out of sheets
i finally found you
my missing puzzle piece
i'm complete

i’ma get your heart racing
in my skin tight jeans
be your teenage dream tonight
let you put your hands on me
in my skin tight jeans
be your teenage dream tonight

8.01.2010

why can't I be sad?

The dam broke today.

It was a sturdy dam that had been rooted in the soil for a few months. Lately, there had been a few hairline cracks that had developed, which made the visitors wonder if it would eventually give way to the rushing water. Everybody believed the dam would someday fall, but not soon.

However, nature ran its due course. Maybe there were too many tourists, too many visitors. Perhaps the land decided to give the dam a little surprise.

The visitors were wrong, naturally. The few cracks they had witnessed in the center of the structure were really just the tip of the iceberg. Actually, the dam had already given way to a huge gaping hole in the center. So it broke. It started off from the inside; the hole's emptiness burst open the tons of cement, making millions of small cracks paint a maddening picture of something that would shatter almost certainly.

There was a second in which the cracks stopped moving. Then the dam burst. Millions of tiny cement pieces flew in every direction. They landed on the branches of trees, the ground, some fell straight into the water. It was like a good dream had gone horribly wrong.

At the end of it all, everybody went to see what had really happened.

In the center was a small girl lying on a bed, sheltered by her bed cover. She was crying cold, liquid tears of cement. She was trying to figure out how she made the dam burst.

something to be happy about

summer to-do list (not in any particular order and because I have no job):

8. fold 1000 paper cranes